I hate the summer.
The end.
Kidding. But not really.
Summer is everything I hate in the world, writ large. Let’s start with heat. To me, anything over 60 is too hot. But, I find it wild that people set their AC at 72 or lower! There was a thread on Ask A Manager in which the AC was set at 74 and people were saying they would be melting at that temperature.
I was gobsmacked because I keep mine at 78. I will bump it down to 75/76 foer my morning Taiji and to go to sleep at night, but otherwise, it sits at 78. i have a fan that I have going at all times.
Part of the reason I don’t like to have AC on all the time is because fake cold air is not as pleasant as naturally cool. But I much prefer it to 80 degrees and me profusely sweating.
There have been Canadian wildfires that make the air bad as well. Because of my immunity system being shitty, I have to keep out of it as much as possible. I like to do my Taiji lesson outside, but I can’t for the winter, obviously. And I haven’t been able to yet this summer because of the air quality and the high pollen.
Which brings me to yet another reason I hate summer. Pollen. Allergies. Everything wanting to kill me. That’s my biggest reason for hating the outdoors–I am allergic to everything. When I was a kid, I got allergy shots every week. I had no idea why, but my arm would swell, and I would be hot, miserable, and itchy for the next few hours. My mother never explained it to me, so of course in my brain, I was like, “this shot makes me sick.”
I did not know that they inject you with the actual allergens as a way to get you used to them. My brother had to stop getting allergy shots because he reacted too badly to them. I didn’t know that, either, so I was envious that he got to stop getting the shots.
When I was in my twenties, I had to get retested for allergies. You’re supposed to do it every so often. They poked my thigh with twenty or so allergens, and my entire thigh swelled up. The whole thing was hot and miserable.
The conclusion: I am allergic to everything under the sun–including the sun. I’m allergic to every flower, probably the grass, and mosquito bites. Whenever I get bites, they swell to the size of a tennis ball. One time, I spent the summer in Taiwan, and my legs were covered with huge mosquito bites. I was so miserable. And, as I mentioned recently, I stopped wearing my contacts after living in the Bay Area for a year beacuse my eyes just could not handle the local pollen.