In yesterday’s post, I was talking about the Lunar New Year’s demo that my teacher’s teacher’s school had done for Lunar New Year. They do it every year, and I’ve attended more years than not in the past fifteen years. I particularly remember the one in 2020 because it was right before the pandemic hit–and it was in this demo that my teacher’s classmate did the Double Saber Form.
Side note: This classmate started roughly the same time I did, and she’s the one I always compare myself to. She might have started a bit earlier, but I’m pretty sure it’s roughly the same time. And she is so much further than I am in terms of forms learned. She loves the weapons as much as I do, so I have thought about asking if she teaches. I don’t think she does, and I don’t know if it would be weird for me to learn weapons from her.
I dok know that my teacher does not care about the weapons the way I do. She hid it well for many years, but when I saated taking a real interest in the weapons, she had to come clean that they were not her baliwick.
It was a relief to find out. Well, not a relief, but instructive. I loved the Sword Form, but did not love the Saber Form. I have come to respect it, but it’s not my favorite. As I mentioned in yesterday’s post, I came across a video of my teacher’s teacher doing the Cane Form…with a saber. It blew my fucking mind. Once I watched it, it made sense (I have included the video below), but it wasn’t something I would think of on my own.
This is one of my limitations–I don’t just think I can make up a form just because. Come to think of it, it’s mostly the male students who think they can do this–for better and for worse. My teacher had a student who decided to make up a…I want to say Sword Form(?) after a year or so of studying. And that he could teach a friend how to do the Sword Form. He did the Sword Form at the demo and it was…not great.
It’s that culturalization thing again. AFAB ppeople are taught to be modest and not show-offy. The trouble is that show-offy often means drawing any attention to oneself when people from on AFAB people doing it.